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| WOW! I haven't been here for awhile...anyways.....I have been pretty busy ever since I started my school's golf team...it is really fun, but it takes alot of my time to do homework and other stuff...Well, I am still doing my homework and I probably should go back to it! | | |
| O MAN!! I MISSED A DAY AGAIN! wow....yesterday was really busy, so I didn't have time to go on the internet...WELL...anyways, yesterday after school, I went to one of my friend's house and tried to finish the social studies project that we are doing. Anyways...by the time we were finished it was already 5:00. And then when I came home, I had to do my homework...and that took awhile...and now I am REALLY tired.....ooo yeah, and also today after school we met up to finish this paper at the library...so now I am so tired that I am having a hard time typing! haha. Anyways...I better finish my homework and go to SLEEP! Something I think I have forgotten to do....because I never get the chance to sleep...haha. | | |
| OMG!! I missed a DAY!! this is HORRIBLE!! I forgot to go on the internet yesterday.....allwell... Anyways...Yesterday was the last day of school. And my mom went to Altanta. My dad and I went to some places just for fun. We went to Best Buy, and looked at some cellphones. hehe. And I also went to SAM's and to Mikata...I think that is how you spell it...haha Well we ate there, and then we came back home and I slept! ^^ Then today I went to school and it was a average school day. I was boring and sleepy~ HAHA. Well, that is pretty much it for today~ | | |
| Today was a big step for me. My brother, his wife, and his daughter came here to my house. It felt weird....not when they came...but when I knew that they would come. I did not know what was going to happen...were they going to fight, were we going to finally accept eact other...I really didn't know what was going to happen. I will tell the truth, I was scared...but when they all came, I knew that I had to face them all together one day. When they came through that door, it was really surprising what happened. At the beginning when I saw them, we were pretty quiet, we didn't say much to each other. But later we started to talk, and finally understand each other. At the end, I felt so happy to have known that we could finally be a family without worrying about any secrets or having any regrets. Today was a really great day for me. | | |
| My sore throat is getting worse and worse...and my brother is coming with his baby....o man.....I really don't know what is going to happen tommorow....I know my brother's wife is coming too, and that is what I worry about the most. To tell you the truth....I really don't want them to come...it is going to feel so weird.....I wish I didn't have to feel that way towards my own brother...but I just don't feel close to him anymore. Now that he has a baby...I feel more distant from him...I don't know what to do anymore...I don't know what is going to happen...and I am really scared...All that I want is to live a normal life, a life without discomfort, a life without feeling distant with one another. I just want to finally be a family. That is what I wish for the most...a family. | | |
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